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Thursday, January 1, 2009

Last day of 2008 & i was stuck in camp. I'm fine with that actually since there is no one to celeb with me, & nothing much worth celebrating anyway. Countdown to a New, lonely 2009? Blah no thanks. Text a few people 'Happy New Year' & went to bed. Dreamt of someone, which made me depressed once again.

How i wish i never know you, you made me realise that how actually I can be so unimportant in someone's life. To you, I'm just a whore who wanted sex, someone who takes up all your time with your friends & family, I'm some type of human accesories to hang around when you are out with your friends, someone who is not even worth to be with even for a day alone together. I never realise how terrible or unworthy I am as a human before i got to know you.

I do feel like shit. Seriously. You don't even care, you don't feel anything. Cause I'm totally unimportant & i'm probably stupid if i think otherwise. Haha *shrugs*. Whatever.

How i wish i can forget you quickly. How i wish i can lost this part of the memories. How i wish i can convince myself that I'm actually worth something to someone.

I have a good mind of disappearing from everyone you know, breaking off all contacts so that i can really move on. Maybe I'll do it... Yes, I'm so going to do it. Maybe I'm going to close this blog, or set it to private. Since my life is a mess, no point of sharing it with everyone. I dunno. I don't feel like waking up forever.