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Friday, January 2, 2009

My heart hurts so much that everything feels numb. Bad things comes to me so frequently that it starts to seem right now, like i deserve it in a way, like i knew things gonna turn out shitty & learn to accept it. No matter how hard i try, or how much i put in to change the situations, it always turns out the same. BAD.

Same shit, just different days. So true. Maybe it's time to resign to fate? I do feel i'm caring lesser & lesser now, getting ruder to people & becoming more nasty. News like deaths doesn't affect me as much now.. Totally non of my business. Smses are getting shorter & so are the conversations with friends/family/etc. I doesn't feel like talking/entertaining anymore. My heart just become emptier/bitter as days goes by.



Happiness are just temporaries highs in my opinion, all good things DOES comes to an end. I rather stay unhappy forever from now on rather than people giving me the sudden surge of hope, then break me into little pieces afterwards, plurging me into darkness & left me to rot.