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Wednesday, February 4, 2009

I DON'T NEED LOVE, JUST SEX.



Why does it still hurts after so long... Why do i still tear when i think of you... Why do i feel empty & tired inside.. Why... Why I've decided to meet you that day. I wish i didn't.. I wish you didn't chat with me on IRC, i wish i never give you my MSN or hp no. I wish we never kiss that day. I wish i didn't fall for you. I wish to forget you...

I wish i never love you.


Everything is a lie. I feel so dumb to fall into this trap. Everything I am, I gave it away. The pain, the blood, the dirt, the tears. The time i spent waiting each week just to see you, the time i gave up with my friends to be with you.. Nothing. In the end, nothing good at all.

You just tell me to go ahead to meet my friends, you're not stopping me. You just left me gap in awe because you never seem to appreciate. I was thrown alone at times, waiting... Waiting for an sms or a call to say: "Let's go out today alone, just you & me." No. No privilage of that sort. I remember once I did ask, & a striaght 'NO' was thrown right into my face because you wanna go out with your friends. I feel so unimportant. Sunday is always a family day, others days is always i dunno, friendship day? Haha.

You made me gave up on that, i don't expect much either. I hope for just a few more SMSes or calls, since the time to meet you seems to be getting lesser & lesser. No again. I was once disappointed by the cold & short replies, & the way you coldly sms me that you fall a slp straight after you get home... The pain, the anger..

God, why am I typing this.. Again & again.. Fucking emo cheebye bitch I am.



Sorry for those who happen to call me while i'm blogging this. Yes, i'm indeed emo-ing tho i told you all I'm not. Forgive me. I'm a fool. A stupid fool.



They said time heals everything, but i'm still waiting..