Another Day, Another Drama

2009-06-11T23:21:00.011+08:00

I miss you...
I still remember 2 years ago..
You are force & left with another guy...
You are trap by him in darkness, cold & you live in fear daily..
How are you? Are you still with the same guy or have alr move away to somewhere else?

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But no fear baby..
I don't care.
Tomorrow...
Tomorrow, my dearest PINK IC, I'm finally gonna snatch you back frm hell.

<3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">PINK IC~! ^.^

ORD LOH!

2009-06-04T08:19:00.004+08:00

Things to do after 12th June:

1.) ORD!
2.) Rest for few weeks.
3.) Birthday. 24th June~ (Presents are welcome! if not, AngBao is a must! ^.^)
4.) Do up my passport
5.) Go Honeymoon <3
6.) Dye my hair ~~blonde with pink stripes~~ brown
7.) Smoke less (2 packets per week?)
9.) Exercise more~
10.) Maintain my current dark skin color by regularly expose myself to harmful UV rays ^.^

Yep, thats abt all hah~!

Anyway, Amazing Kong's banner!

2009-06-02T09:50:00.002+08:00

OMGZZZZZ! My sis read my blog~!!!

LOL!

Not that i mind, just that im still in shock after eating my laksa, finish making my new blog banner & shitting. Oooo, doesn't that mean i can bring her to PLAY with me soon?!!! =D

2009-05-29T23:22:00.004+08:00

Thanks for coming into my life & brighten up my days. I've stop crying long ago because you put a smile on my face. Thanks for the care, concerns and sweetness you put in.. I could almost feel the diabetes coming! Lol!

I don't ever want anything to change, except only for the better. I want you to be happy, to enjoy the times we gonna spend together.

Thanks for the sacrifices you did for me, & no words can describe how grateful i am & how much i appreciate you. I am very lucky to have found you, & hopefully you do feel the same. Your smile, your laughter & even your silly behaviours makes me love you even more each day.

I do love you so very much.. & lets try our best to stick with our promises, never leave each other, age together hand in hand till the very end. Forever.

Love you my Dearest.. Muackz~!

2009-03-28T01:22:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the half dead blog recently. Was kinda busy & tired to do all those typings & remembering of what i did for the past few days lol.

Met up with Danny for dinner just now, went to his house area to slack a while, & then meet Xav at Cityhall. Slack more at Starbucks & then went home after that.

Need to wake up early tmr, but looking forward to it haha. =)

Anyway, damn those stupid people who once again, block up the exit on the MRT doors. Fuck u all! Why can't you guys let me alight 1st before moving in like a bunch of crazy idiots?! Can't you all see clearly that even if you rush in, there ain't any seats for you all because its all taken up? Dumbasses. Rooaaar!

Oh and anyway, i just found out that adding Pokka Ice Lemon Tea to Pepsi taste quite good~! Ya i know, I'm not stupid or slow & I know there is this drink called Pepsi Twist, but then adding lemon tea to pepsi taste even better k! Go try!! Haha

PS- IF anyone of you kanna stomache after that experimental drink, DON'T BLAME ME HOR. >.<

2009-03-24T00:28:00.003+08:00

Met Giraffe in the evening to accompany him for class, but then he suuuuper lazy & skip lesson loh! Abish! LOL

Ate Ice-cream, KFC & then smoke. Sibei song~! 饭后一根烟，lim bei 是神仙! ^.^

EDIT- Now he said he never go lesson is because i late loh! KNS! Are you the one studying or me huh! HAHAHA

2009-03-22T04:49:00.003+08:00

When i made that decision, i am already prepared to be called names. Tho it hurts, but i know that someone hurts more. Oh well, i'm shit la.

2009-03-17T01:44:00.002+08:00

刚开始我还在担心你的朋友会怎么想, 怎么看我。自己想了想，发现我为何要去在乎
呢? 我想和谁交朋友就和谁做朋友，根本都不需要在意他怎么看我。He is not my
cup of coffee/milk/tea/orange juice etc, friend wise or whatever.. 我也听
说他也不是什么好东西~ So well!
越想越气。要不要和谁交朋友也轮不到你来dislike我吧! 不想和你做朋友你就dislike我
??

GET A LIFE MAN~!!

啊~~~~~ 舒服多了。

Just in case you happen to float pass, so i will translate in English:

In the first place, i was quite worried how that particular friend of yours think of me. I keep thinking about this & realise that hey, i don't give a damn about what he thinks. I can & I'm able to choose who my friends are & who i wanna be friends with.

& hello, if i have no freaking interest to be your friend & if you dislike me because of that.. please seriously, get a life, grow up or something lah hor. You don't even know me well enough, have no right to judge & you dislike me?! Hah!

The bottomline is, you can't get everyone to like or befriend with you lah. *rolleyes* I finally realise that ~~old~~ maturity doesn't = to age.

Oops, SORRY~

I'm such a bitch ^.^

2009-03-15T15:16:00.002+08:00

Xav's Bday Chalet at Sentosa from Thurs night to Sat morning. Thanks for inviting yea~ haha

I was shedding dead skins like nobody's business thru out the chalet. So itchy loh! Roaaar!

Me & Monkey~! (Xav's Bday present from Danny & moi)

Food we ate over there at the cafe~

Come come, show you what i did with the leftovers LOL

Nice right?!!!? Yes, 你们没有看错, that is all leftovers contributed by Wayne, Wilson, Xav & me. Not an expensive dish from the menu k~ *People, please applause* Sibei talented leh me Muhahaha! I hope they don't steal my idea, or at least credit me if they use the design k? haha =P

Went home at 10 plus on Sat morning, & then went meet Jerald, Zenas etc at Global Sound Cafe at night. Anyway, sorry if my mood affected anyone over there. I was kinda emotional that time...

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Confusing period.... What do i want? I'm scared. =( Or is giving up everything the best choice...

ROAR!

2009-03-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

Reach camp today & i went straight into the office to rest. My friend then came hurried in & told me that the camp's cat, Charcoal, was dead!!!! The one who scratched me, remember~?
T.T Gosh. I went out & there she was, lying on the patch of grass with her tongue sticking out & nose bloody... Flies crawled all over her body loh! =(

My friends then digged a hole near the grass patch to bury her. Haiz, kinda emotional when her body was placed in the hole & soil was thrown over it. I do the finishing touch by writing words on a piece of rock that they found as the tombstone.

R.I.P Charcoal
2008-2009

Lets not talk about moody stuffs le. Argh~

Helped my campmate Bryan to pluck white hairs today, & Kae lun came into the office to help me plucked mine. We totally look like 3 monkeys grooming each other loh! >.<>

Chalet on Thurs to Sat, next week(days) Movie with Alvin. Must. Save. Money & smoke less!

2009-03-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

Went Orchard for dinner with Xav. So full now loh. Mom bought me Chicken Rice, so i'm probably gonna be having supper soon -.-

My skin is killing me~! Arggggh!! Pain =(

Anyway Puer upload pics liao ^.^ Thanks arh~ =D

2009-03-08T22:06:00.007+08:00

~~Bitch~~ Beach boy for a day. Results? Sunburned. Kns. -.-

I like to get tan someday, but it's just sheer torture to be baking myself under the sun la. Next time i'll just go for indoor tanning session to test for the results lol.

Meet FCL at Sentosa today. Danny bought Lucky over, so i get to camwhore with him. ^.^

My date for today, Lucky! <3

Nice view hor~!

Anyway most of the pics is with Puer. I'll just wait till he upload the pics ba.

Went to have dinner at Vivo, but then i only drank water because i'm seriously dehydrated. Took train back with 'Si Yao Jing' aka Zenas lol.

=( My back very pain leh. Tmr sure peel like snake liao. Roaaaar!

'Chao Ta' liao =(

Ooh my dad bought a 大肉包. I thought hmm, 大肉包 only, probably those bigger than normal size 包 by a bit nia. But then....

It's really 大 loh! Haha~! After finish with it, i'm super full already. Yea people, I'm super easy to 'keep' okie?

Just provide me with:

2 meals per day
a comfy bed
someone i love to hug me
Next Chill cigarettes

LOL~ ^.^

2009-03-08T02:52:00.003+08:00

Went out with Xav in the afternoon. Eat random stuffs from pasam balam & slack around after that.

See, me & his dog! lol~ Cute right! I mean me, not the dog LOL j/king =p

I'm planning to kidnap him, plus Danny's Lucky muhahaha! Watch out hor!

After that went to have the cheeseball dunno wat thingy in the evening. Okie la, quite nice~

Inside:

Rush over to City Hall to meet Danny, Jerald, Chris & two of his friends. Sorry abt that incident Xav, don't angry k =( Hai you walk all the way here & there.. My fault. >.<

We then manage to squeeze inside Jerald's car & went to Global Sounds Home Cafe. Nice enviroment, nicer soft toys loh! hahaha~

Never realised that i look so happy & idiotic while hugging the teddy bear LOL. -.-

Chat abt lots of stuffs, & played the lame Guess-The-Number-Game again haha. Had fun laughing around lah.

Took a cab back home after that. The cab uncle KEEP talking non-stop to me about HongKong martial arts shows, & i was there, half-heartedly listening while drifting off to my own thoughts for quite a few times. I too tried my best to divert the topic to 'Xiao Niang Re' so that maybe i might have a common topic to bitch abt, but failed miserably when the uncle brush me off by saying he never watch. -.- So bored, still need to entertain him when i don't even know half of the stuffs he's talking about.
When i was about to alight & waiting for the change, he keep holding on the the money while chatting with me, still wanting to continue with the conversation. -.-

Dotzz. I wanna go home rest ladey! zzz I practically snatch the money away from him loh~!

2009-03-07T12:16:00.001+08:00

快要半年了吧。。。还是很想你。希望你过的好吧，向你朋友说的一样。

2009-03-07T02:05:00.003+08:00

Met Danny & Jerald for supper. Ate 'Cheng Teng' just for the sake of doing something at the table lol. But the prawn mee uncle very kind la, give me the utensil coz he thought i'm sharing the food with them. He likes me lah, So shy. HAHA

Hmmm, now i'm wondering, will hawkers become more & more young & shuai since nowadays old people start to die out? Probably... Matter of time nia =x

Went to find Adeline after they left. Talk a bit & went home after that.

& now i'm kinda hungry >.< Oh well!

Candice banner!

Some Quiz i did

2009-03-06T17:57:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

See, I'm looking for life partner hor. Not just any random people to pass the time only k. If i told that particular person that i wanna grow old with him, that means real de hor. Nabeeei, people always thinks I'm bullshitting. Hmmph!

And i don't have any dates leh. That part of the result is wrong la lol =p

2009-03-05T00:18:00.006+08:00

Suuuuuuuuper duuuuuuper tired today =( I have no idea why the stupid in charge wanna move the store from level one to the 2nd level. Camo nets, Bakar poles, Hydraulic jacks, Spanners etc shit leh. Nabeei, so fuckin heavy loh. Almost died just now climbing up & down carrying all the heavy stuffs. I can't imagine whats gonna happen when they wanna issue stuffs for overseas exercises. *vomits blood* Take stuffs from level 2 & bring them down for issuing? & when they return, we must carry all the shit back up again?!!! FUN ARH!?! ROAAAR!!!!

Thank god i'm goin BMT recourse soon. Pheeew... Hmmm, not a bad thing afterall =/

Played a silly game with SC & Ade just now. Linked songs where their is the word 'eyes'/'tears' in it or the song title, then search it on our hp & play it. Lame siaaaa!
眼泪笑了 to 眼泪知道 to 你是我的眼 to 睁一只眼闭一只眼 etc. Hah! -.-

No life lah! Quickly ORD can? =( 3 more months...

P/S: Danny, I'm all wet & smelly today in my uniform also leh, Sexaaay? LOL!!!! xD

This pic is dry & clean hor =P

P/S/S: Lefay, what is wrong with your Hp huh?????????!????????? Roaaaaaaar~ lol!

2009-03-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday got caught in the rain & was too sick to blog. The bus was packed since it's after office hours & i'm super cold, smelly, tired, hungry, headache & having a slight fever, all at the same time. My uniform was so wet, that i can even squeezed water outta it. Today oso kanna. zzz!
Who can be that sway? I'm just like those poor characters in fairy tales, but then, not one single hot sexy prince come to my aid. Fuck yooooooou! Blah!

Anyway, it's already March but then still, it rains like Dec. =/ The weather is changing, & the world is probably ending soon le ba >.<

Emo-icons!

2009-03-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

Too bored la, pardon me LOL

Last but not least:

LOL

2009-03-01T13:20:00.002+08:00

Seriously, i've been spending too much time to eat for this past few days. Yesterday was kinda worst. Ate MacDonalds for breakfast, then in the afternoon, met Weijie for lunch at Geylang area. Its was raining so we just went to a nearby hawker to have dim sum.

Chee Chong Fun & Har Gao

After that accompany Weijie back home since i'll be meeting Danny, Lefay & Alan at YCK, which consider nearer ba frm his house there? lol After met up, we ordered pizza for dinner.

pics!

food!

Camwhoring with Jerald in the toilet at Danny's condo LOL

He more camwhore loh, with pose somemore!

Lefay, Danny & my pics are with Lefay, post later haha

After all that food, we manage to stuffs more food inside... -.-

More food!

Prata & Rojak

Gosh, you can't believe that how we joked abt the 'Little Nyonya' (R)21 version. It's soo sick sick sick! LOL

After that, Jerald drove us to Seletar area, the one facing the sea or whatever =/ Had a nice chat over there ^.^ Went home after that. Thanks Jerald for sending me back again~!

2009-02-28T11:19:00.004+08:00

The coffee at Coffee Club taste bitter =( Well, for the Cappuccino i ordered.. not nice leh~! $6.00 somemore. Geez, should have go Kopitam to drink 70 cents Kopi instead. Zzzz.

Meet Danny, Lefay & his friend at Coffee Club yesterday. We are supposed to watch a movie but in the end we kinda brush away the idea & go shopping instead. Oooo, i bought a pair of Domokun slippers~! <33

Domo > You ^.^

Jerald (I remember your name le hor! LOL) came to meet us, went for supper & then head down to his fren'z chalet. Kinda awkward because we doesn't know any of them, so we remain rather quiet. Don't think that we are 'dao' k, we are just shy la lol! We are nice, funny, smart, awesome, kick ass people k? Haha~ =P
Anyway, thanks for the ride home arh Jerald.

2009-02-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

Lefay la! Always cooking, hai me hungry & got the urge to cook random stuffs -.- *smacks!* LOL

Bread w/egg, ham & cheese

Sibei oily loh. But nvm la, fatten up so that can seduce some chub chaser haha j/kin =P

Anyway as predicted, the stock taking turns out shitty. Meh~!

Tiring daaaaaaaaaaay.. Gotta remind myself to slp earlier today.. *cross fngers*

2009-02-24T23:16:00.001+08:00

Some idiot is using my link on irc. Nabeei cheebye you.

Anyway met IZ for supper just now. Now i'm super full & don't dare to slp so early in case i really become 160cm, 60kg LOL.

2009-02-23T21:26:00.003+08:00

I dunno whether to be happy or worried since i passed my FFI for the BMT re-course, which falls on April. Happy that i'm gonna be outta my current non-stop workload from my superior or worried abt the new environment/new people I'm gonna face yet again?

Anyway, why is the medic so surprised that my weight is 50kg? For my height 160cm, do they expect me to be 60kg so i'm gonna look like a ball & being laugh at? -.- Blah!

All i know is Jojo & MingYang passed theirs too, so we might happen to be in the same company or something LOL.
& after the 7 weeks re-course, I will be left with 3 more weeks before i ORD, which is kinda like a blessing in disgust since i'm gonna escape 1 mth plus of shits.

I might need to be botak again too, so I probably not gonna meet any human beings after April 6th till I ORD at around June. Don't care who k, after April 6th, I will be temporary d/c from the real world & stay home be guai guai during bookout days just to get online/rest. Not meeting means not meeting hor LOL.

1 more mth to go before disconnecting.... Haha~

Before NS...

2009-02-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

LOL! ^.^

Cooked Chicken curry fried rice (i used leftover food la haha) w/ eggs & ham. Yummy~!

2009-02-22T11:44:00.005+08:00

Yesterday outing was awesome~ ^.^ Danny, Lefay, Chor chor, Alan, Jerald & me held an cook-your-own-delicious-dinner-&-fucking-share-it at Danny's house area.

I cooked Spag, Danny cooked the 7 inch hot dog with onions, (Huge sia LOL) Lefay made Kuih Tayap, (Very Noyna style~) Alan made chocolate cake (Which i thought was bought at some bakery coz it's great) & jelly drink or something lol.

Joseph just brought paper plates & we can't eat the 'Tang Yuan' he bring over because he haven cook them yet -.- Chor Chor happen to drop by & join us. ^.^

Arrived at around 6 plus & start the feasting at around 7 or 8 plus. After that, we just lazed around the poolside talking about ghost stories. So spooky okie~! After that went to someplace & played the 'guess a number' game thingy, which was quite fun since we asked the loser abt hot sex questions HAHA!

After that, Joseph drove us to have supper at Xin Wang at around 4, then me & Alan took a cab home. Was tired but manage to drag myself to the bathroom for a shower.

Btw LUCKY is so adorable, i wanna kidnap him okie!!!!!!!!!! =D

Oh & before i forgot:

CAMWHORING~! LOL xD (Look kinda idiotic but then watever lol)

2009-02-21T10:15:00.003+08:00

Went to meet Kuku & Cassandra yesterday. The whole journey frm my house to Kuku's house area took 1 hr++ via bus loh. Sit until my kneecap (refer to previous post on why) & butt pain. Zzz. But i'm kinda enjoy long bus journey rides alone while enjoying the view outside.

Was kinda blur when Kuku told me he parked his vehicle at the pathway. I thought it was a bicycle at 1st but when i saw it, i almost rolled my eyes all the way back & can't get them back into the correct positions. -.-

See, the 'vehicle' (NTUC Trolley) featuring Cassandra, the human pork from the Supermarket. LOL.

Yea, Kuku pushed her all the way frm the pavement back home haha. Pai sei rating: 80% k~!

Oh anyway, yesterday was the 1st time i played with MaJiong~! I'm kinda cautious & confused about throwing out the tiles tho lol. But i agreed it can get addictive once i get hold of the game. Well.. probably not goin to get addicted anyway. I hate gambling fyi.

Was too tired after supper & i fall asleep after that. Viwa (spelling?) came & I only saw her for a few mins before dozing back.

Kuku, I'm your lucky star k. You won because I'm there. So better don't pissed me off hor muhahaha!

Anyway i've asked my mom to help me buy the ingredients for tonight's dinner haha. Cya Dada & Lefay~ Ask Chor Chor to go if you happen to see this entry k~

2009-02-20T20:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night my emo level hit a new high~ LOL.

I was like sobbing & blowing my nose cause it keeps getting stuck, & SMSes/call random people to chat with to try to divert my attention away from him.

Sorry Jojo, you probably sick of hearing it liao hor.. >.<

Haiz, haiz, HAIZ!

2009-02-19T22:38:00.006+08:00

Why are they making a huge deal outta the 2 cents deduction of bus fares? =/ Only 2 cents nia loh! not 2 dollars leh zzz. -.- Singaporeans are so easy to please zzz

Finally its fri tmr. Meeting Danny & Lefay for dinner at Danny's house area on Sat. Each of us gonna cook 1 dish. As usual, spag from my side haha. Dadanny, you better bring my lover, Lucky down k? I wanna bring him for a stroll, just me & him hor! =P But if he bite me, i'll personally send him down to the pool k. Muhahaha~

Am freaking tired in camp today. The ICT, Standbys, Stocktaking shit is killing me =(

2009-02-18T19:08:00.002+08:00

The only good thing about yesterday's duty is met up with Edwin when he came to the camp for safety coverage. Other than that, blah. The cat keep mewing for me outside the bunk door, disturbing my precious slp. I didn't sleep well afterall. Duh, to think I actually slept at around 10 or 11pm yesterday -.-

妈的。我的生命里也出现太多路过的人了吧。。。

2009-02-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

Stock taking's comin. Got a bad feelin that the stores probably gonna be cock up & i can sense the wrath comin frm my superior soon =( Anyway he is desperately trying to find other places to get post out cause this camp is getting frm bad to worst haha. He knows it. Doom is neeear~! He even ask me to 保重 after making phone calls to other units. What the... zzz

Duty tmr. Blah~!

2009-02-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

Today my RSM was like in a frenzy, keep wanting to catch those with long hair loh. Then bo bian need to cut it just now. Waste money sia, since the camp's aunty kanna fired, we now need to pay $7 to cut instead of the $4 liao =(

Anyway, took a cab back home with Alex. Uber pissed off with the 老不死 Cab uncle. He purposely drive one big round loh. So obvious, still wanna act blur arh. Blarrrrdy hell! & fyi, the cab stinks loh. & he still dare to burp in the cab leh!!! Er xin 到~~~~! >.<

Roaar! Well. Cut my hair super short. Hmm, lemme take a pic to show you arh....

Short right.. Sianzation de.

2009-02-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

I don't care hor Lefay & Danny. Make yourselves free this fri or Sat so we can celeb 孤独万岁 k lol.

Oh well.

Anyway so angry can, stop saying my blog is funny hor ppl! Because it's me that is funny, Not. My. Blog. Whahaha! Soooo BHB. >.<

Oh oh, i camwhore yesterday in the toliet, Lefay you don't knw ba hehe =P

Tada~! =P Tired looking..

Anyway, look at this uber funny shit.

I man leh! Whahaha! MAN! ROAAR. *beats chest*

And after that, he said:

Like WOAH~! HAHA -.-

2009-02-15T15:57:00.001+08:00

孤独万岁!!!!

Gonna stay single till I ORD~! Yaaaay! =)

2009-02-15T13:07:00.002+08:00

Thanks Casper, his bf & Daniel who accompanied me thru Vday.

Vodoo Doll

I don't know what i want. Mind was wondering around yesterday. BLAH!

2009-02-14T10:56:00.004+08:00

I do anything to meet you.
Waste my money on cabs & travel all the way to see you.
I wasn't even asking & i have no idea why you told me you ain't ready.
I felt hurt, but i just keep quiet.
I ran all the way to transfer my last dollar to you when you need it urgently.
You think I 吃饱没事做 arh?
After that i sms & hinted you a lot but to no avail.
You always replied that you fall a slp & didn't replied my question.

I then thought, maybe you just wanna be friends.
So obviously smses/calls continue because friends do that.

And now..

How the hell can i even feel that you like me?
I don't.
Do you expect me to wait when obviously you sent me the wrong signal in the first place?
I decided to move on, & now you are pissed.

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2009-02-13T23:41:00.004+08:00

That new storeman said i look like 16!!! -.- And when i gave him the pissed off look, he said i look like 15 with that look!!! *double -.-*

Went to the usual shop to buy cigs just now, & the familiar auntie was not there. An uncle came out, look at me with suspicious eyes & demand my IC. Nabeeei! I showed him my 11B, took my cigs & just left without being polite like i use to with that auntie. Pffft!

Ate a bit of food (steamboat) at Turf City. Dunno why, I'm always can't eat as much at steamboats compare to others. =/ But watever, at least i had a fun time today haha.

I realised today is Fri the 13th.~

2009-02-12T22:56:00.006+08:00

Oh, anyway there's a poser who poses as lots of people (me included) & loves to tag at other people's blog. I really wish him well with all my kind little heart & hope that he can find his own life & personality because its so saaaad.. So sad to be stealing awesome people's personality like ours to get others attention. LOL =P
But thanks to him, i probably get more hits than usual.

So therefore, thank you! LOL

But then again, if the poser is now reading my blog, please check out my new blog banner. Cause that middle finger is for YOU. Only yoooooooou~~~! ^.^ Honored? =P Muhahaha!

& people, don't hesitate to ban his IP address if you don't want unnecessary blog hits hor. HAHA~

Might be having dinner with Campmates tmr, Sat day i'm not avaliable, Sunday is for resting. Yaay, completed my weekend shedule. ^.^

2009-02-12T20:20:00.001+08:00

It's time to patch the holes in my heart now

2009-02-11T23:16:00.004+08:00

Was in the store earlier just now when there's a huge clap of thunder loh. Damn loud k, scared the shit outta me. Thank god its just me in the store at that time or i will be so pai sei cause i did jumped a little.

>.<

Rush to the POL point to stop the guy from topping up the vehicles because of the thunder/bad weather, & was soaked all over haha. But then it's rather fun tho~, running in the rain LOL. Been a long time since i did that..

Ate 2 Egg Tarts just now~ ^.^

I've start to catch up with reading again. Gonna start reading again probably in 5-10mins time.

Tata, nighty night~

2009-02-11T20:10:00.002+08:00

Before all evidence goes away, *print-screen* to shows that Dada & Lefay still loves me deep deep! Woot! =D LOL

Prove:

And to that 'human cat,' I've already changed my blog song to a non emo-ness one le haha, can?

2009-02-10T20:39:00.002+08:00

I was in the bus earlier & this two ~~ladies~~ bitches was like talking so loudly as if they are alone or something. Totally ignore the looks & those KPOs like us who strain our ears over the noisy TVmobile to pick up what they are discussing. (Although it's kinda easy since they are like speaking to the whole world instead just among themselves.) -.- Blah blah blah~

And you know what?! The hairdresser in our camp was fired by some lame shitheads who thinks NSFs are rich enough to spend precious money to cut outside camp arh! I was happily heading to find the auntie for my cheap cheap haircut when i saw the empty shop & the "Sorry for any inconvience causes" notice paste outside the door. Kaozz! Is super inconvient loh! Used to be paying just 4 bucks, but now.. probably $8 or more. Sianz 1/2 can! My hair is now long & unruly, waving in the wind as if i'm challenging officers to catch me. =( No wor, not the case k. I'm broke la haizz..

2009-02-09T18:36:00.002+08:00

I HATE THE NARROW SEATINGS ON THE BUS LAH!

I can't stretch my legs properly throughout the whole bumpy journey ride, & my knees, without fail, will sure kanna at the seat in front of me. Super uncomfy loh. Can't they just space the seats out so i can stretch my legs whenever i like or better yet, lie down & slp?!!!

Improve on this rather than the stupid TVMobile thingy lah. Those useless TVs which hangs whenever they feel like it. Serves totally no purposes other than creating background noises to cover up for ppl who farts in bus. Blah!

And that damn damn damn Valentine Day is coming. Fuck it okie, FUCK IT!! ROAAAR! >:(

2009-02-08T21:20:00.003+08:00

Next time, remind me not to wear white to camp for any working purposes -.-''

My white skinnies was so freaking dirty after counting the stocks, it's almost embarrassing to take the train back home.

And sorry Danny & Casper, my friend was drunk & he didn't call me yesterday, so i fall a slp -.- Pai sei k! =( Please still love me hor? haha

Not feeling the best of mood today, (as usual) so made a Candice Michelle banner. Plus the pics are damn hot la, she look totally like Nicole from the PCDs <3

Dreamt of you yesterday. The happiness was overwhelming.. till i wake up.

2009-02-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

Is it fair to accept others now when I can't move on yet? Is it fair for others to be feeling my wrath when i'm not in a good mood because of him? I really do need someone by my side so that i can move on. But then i'm scared i might hurt the person if i fail. I really wanna move on, but I'm trap.. I'm afraid.. Afraid to be trap for too long..

2009-02-07T15:25:00.003+08:00

ROAAAAR! Going back to camp tmr for Stock Taking. Next time can don't so last min or not TSK!

Went Yishun for dinner (Botak Jones) with Daniel yesterday. Since it was kinda crowded & the order came late, they gave us a free bowl of soup which i read on the menu, costs $5 leh. Good right?! Next time we must always wait for the queue to be long before placing orders LOL

Looks like Lao sai cum Vomit hor?! But taste rather okie la ^.^

Our main course:

Mine is dunno what chicken lai de & Daniel one is fish & chips. Anyway thanks for the good service~ ^.^

p/s: Don't sue me for commenting on that soup k?

Met Ah Kiong for Brunch just now too. He treat me Nasi Lemak! So nice hor haha. But then hor why asked me a couple of weird question like: Will you have sex with a Handsome man with AIDS or an Uncle who is damn fugly? =/ & why must a die die need to choose one outta the two WTF choices? Or will you stay by the one u love if he disfigured himself etc? LOL zzz

Went to meet Meix2 & Adeline a while at my house Hawker. Chat for a while & went back home.

MIGHT go & watch Jojo's performance later.

2009-02-04T20:22:00.003+08:00

I DON'T NEED LOVE, JUST SEX.

Why does it still hurts after so long... Why do i still tear when i think of you... Why do i feel empty & tired inside.. Why... Why I've decided to meet you that day. I wish i didn't.. I wish you didn't chat with me on IRC, i wish i never give you my MSN or hp no. I wish we never kiss that day. I wish i didn't fall for you. I wish to forget you...

I wish i never love you.

Everything is a lie. I feel so dumb to fall into this trap. Everything I am, I gave it away. The pain, the blood, the dirt, the tears. The time i spent waiting each week just to see you, the time i gave up with my friends to be with you.. Nothing. In the end, nothing good at all.

You just tell me to go ahead to meet my friends, you're not stopping me. You just left me gap in awe because you never seem to appreciate. I was thrown alone at times, waiting... Waiting for an sms or a call to say: "Let's go out today alone, just you & me." No. No privilage of that sort. I remember once I did ask, & a striaght 'NO' was thrown right into my face because you wanna go out with your friends. I feel so unimportant. Sunday is always a family day, others days is always i dunno, friendship day? Haha.

You made me gave up on that, i don't expect much either. I hope for just a few more SMSes or calls, since the time to meet you seems to be getting lesser & lesser. No again. I was once disappointed by the cold & short replies, & the way you coldly sms me that you fall a slp straight after you get home... The pain, the anger..

God, why am I typing this.. Again & again.. Fucking emo cheebye bitch I am.

Sorry for those who happen to call me while i'm blogging this. Yes, i'm indeed emo-ing tho i told you all I'm not. Forgive me. I'm a fool. A stupid fool.

They said time heals everything, but i'm still waiting..

I nag because I care... ?

2009-02-03T00:42:00.003+08:00

I should just stop worrying for anyone. People just call me naggy when I start to care. Ex's lah, friends lah etc. I really should shuddap. *zip!*

2009-02-02T22:54:00.005+08:00

Met 'queen' Jojo at my house area for dinner. =P

MacDonalds again. Kinda getting sick of it la lol.

See, wear my cap somemore~! TSK -.- haha

so called 'unglam' pic lol! Napping

Oh anyway, some random guy came to ask to ask for $1.20 & a stick of cig. =/ We kind souls, of course blessed him with the requests la HAHA~

Argh! Tmr gonna be so busy in camp since superior coming back. Sianzz

2009-02-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

Kanna kiao up by Adeline in the afternoon. Went out for a spin. When she was on the way to fetch Meimei, she meet with a small accident & have to pay to the other party's car because it was scratched. Swayness leh. $100 loh~ zzz

Well lets not talk about the depressing part liao. After we met up with Meimei, we went to eat 臭豆腐. But then it's like not 臭 enough oso leh. The portion is like too small..

So miserable, so little. Pfft~!

After that, went to the mall at Simei, walked around & went to the pet's corner. I didn't know we ain't suppose to take pics tho. So when i squat down to take the cute white rabbit with eyeliner (It looks like the rabbit applied on lol)
The guy tap my head & said: "Boy, you can't take pics leh."
I dunno whether to be angry to happy at that moment lol. Angry that i can't take pics, or happy that he thought i'm still young enough to be called a boy. HAHA. xD

CUTENESS!

Went to Wisma after that since Mei wanna repair her phone. Slack a while at Starbucks after that, then went to have dinner at the Stadium's KFC.

Pssss, snapped pic in the toilet.

LOL @ the uncle behind me xD

After that, went to the nearby river side & played around with sparkles.. or whatever they called it lah.

We are super high, waving them around, singing crazily ^.^ Fun laaa

Last but not least:

HI! =)

2009-02-01T13:18:00.002+08:00

Pics!

The Chefs:

Haha~

Oh I held my 2nd mini-concert with Meimei's in Ade car yesterday. A successful one too. We manage to embarrassed & shocked all the others who were in the car with us with our terrible screeching & we manage to dance ourselves silly despite getting weird looks from other people on the streets/other vehicles. LOL. 开心就好 lah

2009-02-01T05:11:00.002+08:00

Tired tired~! =(

Went to camp early morning to attend a lifeless, boring to the max event. People are just there, wandering aimlessly around waiting to get out of the place. My friends & I went to the canteen to slp. It's at the right moment too coz those important ~~but meaningless~~ segments just breeze passed. Thank god~!

Went to Cassandra house after that. Visit Kukumon & woke him up haha.

P/S: I hope everything's fine arh.. Haiz.

Rush back to Meimei's house to prepare dinner. Each of us cooked one or two type of dishes, & together there are like 9-10 dishes loh! We took like 2 hours to complete everything, & by the time we are done with the cooking, it's already time for supper loL. Kaozzz, damn full after the stuffing! But then all of us are amazing chefs la =P All damn tasty k~ (I played the 'Xiao Niang Re' song while cooking despite protests from them haha~!)

SEE?! *Am so proud of everyone* =)

'The Wedding Games' was nice. The romantic part is goooood, plus the little bits of comedy here & there. I like~! Fann & Christopher does look awesome together too.

2009-01-30T21:53:00.005+08:00

Oh oh oh! Do you guys know that Kiong & i actually share the SAME SURNAME?!!! O.M.GoddnessGraciousAlamak lah! We are actually one family maybe thousand of years ago leh! ~~Ugh for real?!~~ Haha =)

Btw KUKUMON! You must be slping liao hor?! Sianz!

2009-01-30T19:11:00.002+08:00

Went to see the MO in the morning because I'm feeling unwell. Oh btw, Fuck you Medic, why that look? Why the "I-bet-you-are-chao-keng' look? Nabeei cheebye. Because it's a friday & i came early to see the doc doesn't mean I'm chao keng k?! I'm am sick & you are at there, giving me that look.. & what silly questions are you asking? Why don't you just shuddap & do your job quietly?

37.4 or 37.5 degrees. Not high enough to be consider as fever arh? KNN. Higher than normal body temperature means abnormal liao, something is not right with the body, different. That means it's fever k.

Dear Doctor, the course you studied for years never teach you arh? Or you never did pay attention in class? Are you dumb or stupid, or both? Still ask me to go back & do my work. Pfft! Heartless shit. You probably never recieved a lot of Ang Baos this year then in a bad mood right?!! BLAH! I wish you a '37.5 degrees fever-cum-sore throat-cum-cough-cum-flu' for the whole MooMoo year! I'll like to see if by then, will you consider yourself running a fever or not loh~ ^.^

2009-01-29T22:44:00.003+08:00

I think i'm gonna be super sick soon. Feeling feverish & the worst sore throat is coming. I can sense it since my ear starts to hurt already. Sianzation.

Oh & i need to go Camp this Saturday morning to attend some carnival thingy. Blah to the max. I'm so not gonna bring my family members or friends coz it's probably gonna be lame. -.-

All AJs should watch 'Queer As Folk' Sweetness k:

Haizzz, so sweet. So loving. I'm getting diabetes just watching this =(

2009-01-29T18:53:00.002+08:00

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2009-01-28T18:45:00.006+08:00

My dinner for yesterday, 8 slices of Pizzas!! <33> *blush*

I am hungry Domokum! Roar!!!

Oh & before i forgot, see, Danny is so sweet loh, Thank me & called me sexay somemore leh. Oh my LMAO! *blush*

2009-01-27T17:54:00.002+08:00

Yes. Just like what Lefay & Danny said, it was probably Kiong who passed his damn viruses to us so we got sick. So evil loh!!! Woah, no wonder he want us to play the games that time where the loser need to drink. So he can pass us his viruses! TSK TSK TSK!

=X

Kidding la whahahaha~! I'm just bored =p

2009-01-27T12:44:00.005+08:00

Ang Baos Ang Baos i love Ang Baos! <3 Went to just 2 relative's house for visiting & collected like 8 Angbaos since most of the families turned up at the same place haha. Save my time~!

Met Puer & gang in the evening for movies.

Coffee Beans (Thanks Benjamin for the coupons):

See Donan's red hair? HUAT ARH! ^.^ He dyed it himself tho. Power sia. Must praise a bit (since he provided free movie tickets =p)

Puer & moi

'Jia you xi shi' is nice. Should go watch k~ Can't wait till this coming Sat to watch 'Da xi shi' with Ade & gang.

After that rush to take the last train to meet Kukumon. Went to Cassandra? house & stayed over. Was hungry at around the middle of the night so we called Macdonalds to order breakfast. The whole conversation was damn funny la LMAOOO!

Kuku's friend: Hello?

Operator: Can i take your order?

KuKu's friend: Oh yes. I just woke up, so I wanna say- *start singing BLUE song* 'You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night, you make me wanna hold you till the morning light..~'

Operator: HUH?! May i have your name & tel no?

KuKu's friend: Yes. My name is Bluez. B-L-U-E-Z

Operator: Sorry? It's noisy over there, i can't heard.

Kuku's friend: B-L-U-E-Z. I am bluez, the one who sang just now *& she starts singing again*

LAUGH MY FUCKING ASS OFF!!! Classic. We laughed till CMI k.

The operator just hang up after that nonsense. HAHA. I'm lovin' it!

2009-01-26T03:58:00.002+08:00

New Year, New start. No more excuses for me to say: "Ehh, only 2009 ma, not the Chinese 2009 yet" etc shit because the OX Year just arrived.

So, from now till Valentine Day, (Did i tell you guys how much i hate this day?) for those who did not chat with me on MSN will not be added on my new MSN account. (Yes, finally gonna change acc~!)

I don't care whether you are a friend, ex-bfs, ons, 2ns or watever, i will not add. If you are reading this & you are thinking, "Fine watever loh, i don't care~" Then yea, I don't care too because you can't be bothered to care/chat anyway. *shrugs* And if you didn't happen to read this, then too bad loh. You guys should know i update almost everything over here. So if you care enough, you will probably drop by here for a visit & read this.

lalala tata~!

2009-01-26T01:42:00.004+08:00

Reunion dinner is kinda unnecessary in my opinion, so i skip it! Hah~ Watever lah, call me watever names you all want, i don't care =p The awkward feeling of mingling with relatives.. EWWW. *Prepares myself for tmr's meet-the-relatives mayhem*

Relatives: Where is your girlfriend?

Me: Huh?

Relatives: Girlfriend la!

Me: Oh.. Boyfriend huh.

Relatives: ... Boyfriend??! *Puzzled look*

Me: Yea boyfriend. No boyfriend yet leh. Why? You all wanna intro some hunks for me arh? *blush*

Relatives: o_O!! *Silence.. while my dad went into a frenzy*

Muhahahaha!

If that really happens.. I dunno. I might not make it till next year >.<>

Anyway, Happy Niu Year bitches! ^.^

Made a Victoria sig:

Nice hor! =P

2009-01-25T14:47:00.002+08:00

Decided to stay home today afterall.

Sorry Daniel. I'm too tired this morning >.< & Shawn, i hate to go shopping centres, & it's so last min. I don't have '心里准备' to face crowds LOL. Sorry arh.. Next time k?

& why do i keep going clubbing when i actually dislike it? I should stop going down so often from now on.

2009-01-25T00:34:00.003+08:00

Finally ate 'Orh Jian' for supper with Meix2 & Ade. ^.^ & drank the 'long-time-no-drink' QOO too. Haha.

Tmr MIGHT be meeting Daniel for breakfast, afternoon MIGHT meet Shawn to go shopping. (Stupid Shawn msg me liao then M.I.A. LIDAT HOW TO CONFIRM?!!) -.- Or i might just stay home & sleep the whole day because stupid Kuku-boy keep calling me earlier & ask me to wake up to pee. Nabeei you -.- I slept only 4 hrs loh! *SMACKS* haha

Anyway it's set. Next Sat gonna meet Meix2, Ade, Yunya & SC to the NTUC to buy ingredients to cook dinner at Meix2's house, then go watch '大喜事'

On Valentine's day, (geez i hate this fucked up day) PROBABLY gonna meet Lefay, Danny & maybe Ah Kiong to cook something up to. Nabeei, single life sucks TSK!

Gonna be tiring & broke after this. I need ANGBAOS to save me~!!

*I already saved around $7 for missing you.*
Serves me right. Stop thinking of him lah Arvel!!

2009-01-24T11:06:00.004+08:00

Meet Gerald yesterday for dinner. Ate 'Dian Xin' at Geylang area.

I thought it wasn't fulling since we ordered only a little bit. But after finishing everything, i'm kinda full hah.

Went Tanjong Pagar to meet Ghee Kiong, Danny & Casper after that. Tgt we went to visit my aunt again. This is the mini/budget hostel she & uncle started for tourists.

(I finally remember to take pics haha)
Cozy right?! <3
p/s- & it's super near to PLAY lol

Saw Imran yesterday too. Anyway Danny & ah Kiong, please start your blogs ASAP la! I'm bored reading non-funny entries by others. Sibei sianzation de k. -.-

Sorry my friends. I will try not to be so emo over here in my blog haha. *Group hug!* LOL

2009-01-23T12:45:00.002+08:00

Was looking thru my stuffs & saw these works i did when i was in ITE.

Photoshop works:

Drawings:

2009-01-22T23:01:00.003+08:00

I hate to be crying almost every night. It's really becoming tiring.. I can't bring myself to hate you. I hate myself more.

2009-01-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

Casper still sick, so plans cancelled. =( Get well soon la! TSK! -.-

LOL

How i wish god can help me smack those idiots who block up pathways/entrances/escalator etc. Going back from camp at around 5plus to 6 plus always makes my blood boiled. I hate crowds.

P/S: Asking your friend to return me the stuffs was unnecessary. Actually, i was hoping to keep just one of them just for remembrance purpose, & was kinda wishful to think you gonna keep the other one. But then you wanted him to return both of them.. hmm, let me quote from him: "he want me to pass something bad to you."

Makes me sick. If that thing consider bad or whatever shit, fine. Throw away. No point of keeping it since you don't even want it. Probably too ugly to keep in your room anyway. I even feel a tint of regret giving them to you. BLAH!

2009-01-21T20:24:00.003+08:00

Fishing tomorrow! LOL gonna be fun =p Even if there isn't any fishes available, it still gonna be fun la haha.

Anyway, get well soon GHEE KIONG!!!

k I've mention you le =p Happy? LOL

But seriously, do take care la =)

Oh Casper you also sick right? Tsk! Get well ASAP k. Tmr fishing day hor! lol!

2009-01-21T00:46:00.001+08:00

That is bad. Real bad. I feel for you. =( Sorry to hear. Hope you gonna be okie & that asshole better shut his mouth.

Things i done during schling days

2009-01-20T19:02:00.004+08:00

1.) Being a Prefect for a short period of time, & quit because i don't like it.

It totally sucks. The prefect tie sucks, the responsibility sucks more.

2.) Picked up smoking at my Godmother's house.

Yea yea smoking is bad etc etc. I know, all smokers know. Stop bitching about it.

3.) Steals from stores with my Godmother/gang, & was caught.

Haha, thank god they didn't called the police but the security instead. I know i'm wrong, sorry & i won't do it again~! >.<

4.) Came in 1ST in the writing composition.

I was awarded 3rd prize on stage, because of that stupid principle, who presented the prizes made a mistake. After that thingy ended, a guy came up to us & asked the winner to pass the 1st prize to me because afterall, I'm the rightful winner. Haha. Sibei shiok to see the unbelieveable look on the guy who needed to part away with the prize. (which is some bookstore vouchers)

5.) Called my teacher a bitch.

Not my fault. The teacher totally deserves it because she told my friend not to hang out with me. The reason? Because i'm bad at math & she is a math teacher. That no good BITCH!

6.) Made another teacher angry.

Well, this is my fault actually. She was like teaching & i just don't understand what is she talking about, so i said 'WHAT THE HELL' out loud... She did replied 'I'M THE HELL' tho. =/

7.) Slapped my crush.

I was punished by the teacher to stand at the back of the class or something. My secret crush then took out my belongings from my bag & showed it to everyone in class. After the teacher left, i was so embarrassed, hurt & angry at the same time that i slap him in front everyone. He was probably shocked & pissed. Well, i did apologise & asked him whether if it hurts, & he was like 'YA LAH!' -.- LOL

8.) Slapped my classmate.

He took my CD & hide it somewhere, & even challenged me to smack him. So yea.. I did & all hell break loose. LOL. But people was pulling us apart so nothing serious happen.

9.) Play truant.

When the bell rings & it's assembly time, (which we could hear miles away from the sch) I will stop making my way to sch & make a U-turn to go back home to slp.

10.) Played wrestling in class/basketball court.

Yea, we loved it haha.

2009-01-18T22:44:00.001+08:00

Another spring cleaning wonder!

Found the shelf i made during my sec sch days during DNT class. Fugly la i know. Even the teachers agreed & gave me a C or something LOL. Blah!

2009-01-18T16:16:00.004+08:00

Sometimes we just can't trust moms with our stuffs.

Yesterday, my mom was doing spring cleaning, she took out my old laptop bag & said she want to throw it away. Luckily, i open it up to check the items, or else my 'O' level cert gonna end up in the incinerator. -.- And she wasn't even apologetic! She's like mumbling away & shrug me off, pretending to be busy. LMAOOOO Funny la~

I feel like eating $5 Orh Jian now. =(

I've deleted our photos in my hp, except two of them. Maybe few more months later I might try to delete them again.. If i could that is. I guess you doesn't have this prob. Cause in the first place, you never have my pics in your phone...

*Adds a dollar*

2009-01-18T01:35:00.002+08:00

Talked about CNY plans with Ade & Meix2. Yaaay, we are goin to her house the week after CNY to cook! xD Gonna be so fun as each of us is going to cook one/two dishes haha. Thinking about this is already making me hungry. VERY. So total there's gonna be like 5 different dishes for that day ^.^

Gonna watch 大喜事 too. Support Fann, support local movies k ppl~

& Gerald, you promised that you will pay for my expenses if we go HongKong or Taiwan for holiday de arh, you said I only need to pay for my plane ticket hor. ON le k, i never force you hor hehe =P Either late May or early June... Hmm i need to try to save up like now.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2009-01-17T21:25:00.003+08:00

Sorry frenz. Too emo to go PLAY with you guys today. Maybe next time? I just don't have the mood to party today. I just wanna go out & have a quiet chat session with a fren or two. Might meet Adeline later after her work.

Anyway my dad bought Strawberries! I'm surprise, because strawberries is so not the kinda fruit he buys =/

Anyway one of the ways to overcome my emo-ing is to, yes you are correct...

CAMWHORING!

Alright. I'm feeling a little bit better already. I should try not to be such a emo little bitch. I hate to be like this. *Fine myself a dollar for thinking of him*

TSK! If this goes on, i will be broke in no time!

2009-01-17T09:58:00.004+08:00

Like always, cab drivers are dumb,(Well, most of them lah) or they are just acting dumb to piss off passengers. I was on the SMRT cab yesterday, & the uncle kinda use the wrong route, which cause me to almost wanting to slap the back of his head. And yes, he did use his hp while driving. That blarrrrdy idiot. -.-

And anyway since Bus drivers are getting younger & hotter, why not the cabs drivers too? Or the cleaners, libarians, hawkers etc.... Hahaha

2009-01-16T18:38:00.003+08:00

Whenever i think of you,
我就把一块钱存起来。
At the end of the month,
我会把钱那出来,
& buy something.
就当这是你买给我的礼物。。。

2009-01-14T19:45:00.003+08:00

原来醒不了的美梦，也算是一种恶梦。。

2009-01-14T19:06:00.003+08:00

ZQ arh ZQ, stop lying to urself okay? Deep down u know it's a lie. You might just be a spare tire. Time to wake up le. We are always talking about this topic, & I almost vomit blood trying to talk you outta this shit. -.-

& why when people wanna meet me, they wanna have sex? I'm so dirrrrty. So very dirrrty... At least i still care abt this... One fine day i might not, & i don't even wanna think what's gonna happen after that...

2009-01-14T16:40:00.004+08:00

Went Daniel's house for dinner yesterday. I do like the black pepper Salmon & whatever duck that is tho lol. The next morning ate breakfast at LJ silver. Never know that their breakfast is so tasty. But Mac's breakfast still rulez lah haha

Bought some CNY clothes. Not nice at all, i just bought it for the sake of buying something new for CNY. 2 T-shirts which cost $10. Yea haha. Whatever i don't care.

2009-01-12T23:55:00.003+08:00

Why do some people thinks that i can find someone & get attach fast? I don't think i can. & after the time management probs with previous ppl, I realise i need to find a loner to be with. Yes, a cute loner who loves to stay at home, so i can rot with him, cook for him, shower with him, went to the beach tgt with him, play com games with him, watch movies with him, joke with him, holidays with him, tease him, & most importantly, hug to sleep! HAHA ^.^

Anyway, i'm currently quite relax about this lovey thingy, i'm in no hurry. NS is still in between my fucking way. And it's kinda unfair to others since i still need more time to get over something. Oh well, like i said, maybe i'll focus on building up the hatred, so it might get me to forget it faster. Unhealthy.. but yea, that's still a way lol. We shall see.

2009-01-11T23:03:00.003+08:00

Met Adeline & S.C, & this is what we ate:

SHARK FIN SOUP!!!

But from Pasam Malam tho =P haha

Oily junk food! <3

2009-01-11T03:53:00.003+08:00

Went to AMK area with Casper & Danny, but couldn't find the CNY clothes that i wanted. Sianzz.. -.-
Chor Chor then come to meet us for a while, & we ate Tau Huay at the nearby Hawker Centre. He's gonna start teaching soon, cool right?! Can't wait to hear stories about how sec sch students stressing him up LOL =P Kidding~ But he should know better than to teach a sec sch, it's a living hell. All the best & I hope that you can age beautifully, not like the other teachers who wrinkled up after all the stress lol

After that went PLAY with only Casper & Danny, but their friends turn up to join in. Us, being cheapo & thinking $15 of entrance fee is too much, manage to get in free by coming super early haha. One of Casper's even asked why am I allow to get in, cause i look underage -.- loL

Super empty since it was early >.<

Tiring! zzz... my legs are aching from all that dancing. And when we decided to go home, they manage to play a list of hits that we love, so bo bian, stayed a little longer.

I'm probably gonna stay home tmr to watch Avatar for the whole day & rest for Monday's camp nightmare. Argh~!

2009-01-10T17:26:00.002+08:00

Im at home now walking around in my undies & no one gives a damn. -.-''
(Not that i want any family members to give a damn la, but at least they can ask me to wear something instead of keeping quiet? Oh well loL)

K meeting Casper & maybe Danny later at AMK. Shopping time!! ^.^

Would you be there?

2009-01-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

2009-01-10T11:32:00.003+08:00

Met Daniel yesterday, ate Swensens. I had Salmon & Mushroom pasta (It's not very nice tho) & he ate Baked rice. Thanks for the Banana boat ice-cream arh ^.^

I can't believe i forgot to take pics. Blah.

Bad news, we are probably gonna start staying in. Nabeei them. But then again I don't like to go out on weekdays so i'm probably gonna be fine with it. But my poor laptop gonna be lonely till i come back during weekends. *Sayang*

I'm so gonna miss internet too.

Might be meeting Casper later. I wanna buy New Year clothes & DOMO KUN! <3

2009-01-08T00:23:00.002+08:00

Just cut my hair again today. Super short. I dunno how to go out this weekend without looking like a silly goose. -.-

I love the fresh morning air, but i do love my daily doses of cigarettes too.

2009-01-07T18:41:00.002+08:00

To: My Dear 'Bastard',

I dunno if you gonna read my blog or not, but anyway..

If you already let go of that someone because he is not ready, then just do it & move on. Do NOT worry about how he is doing or how he is feeling right now, because he is the one who put you on hold in the first place. If he doesn't care enough for your feelings before that, why bother about him now after you left? Seriously.

Do not think that he will be crying for you, or will be missing you in anyway. Nothing is gonna change no matter how hard you think of him & only you will gonna be feeling more miserable as days goes by. (Believe me, that's true lol) Just try your best bastard, when you start to miss him, think how sucky he is to be making you feel like shit. Tada! You gonna feel a little pissed off, then everything is gonna be a little better haha. Lets try it tgt someday =P.

Anyway, there is totally no such thing as not ready for love. Because there isn't any time where you can be ready for love. Love just happens when u are least expected.

So yea.. when he is saying that he is not ready/not romantic/no mood, it's all..

BULLSHIT.

Do you think that if he found someone he truly loves, he wouldn't try his best & go all the way just to be with him, no matter what comes in between them? Do you think that if he found someone he truly loves, he wouldn't place him as no. 1 in his heart? Do you think if he found someone he truly loves, he wouldn't want to spend his avail time with him & try to make him happy? Most importantly, do you think he's gonna care about anything or wait till he is READY if you are the one he truly loves?

So conclusion, he doesn't love you enough. Full Stop.

Move on,Bastard. Don't hope he's gonna ask you back because he is not. You have cried enough. You deserve better.

Sign off,
Arvel

2009-01-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

Watched 'Bedtime Stories.' Quite nice lah haha. After that manage to catch a bus home. Thanks Gerald for so being so Wu liao accompany me to take bus k? LOL

They gave us a poster of the Movie: Red Cliff 2 when we buy the Popcorn & drink.

=/

I'm so not gonna put it up on the wall. Who wants it anyway? LOL

& Yaay! Tmr duty again -.-

2009-01-05T18:59:00.002+08:00

I'm so sick of MSN these days. There is absolutely nothing to do over there, just endless & meaningless teasings which leads to nowhere. Conversations always repeat themselves like: How are you? How's life? Watcha doing now?

And i'll always gave the same answer, I'm fine, Okie loh, Nothing much, u?

Then, <Insert Random Chats/lols & hahas>

& it always ends with: Ttyl, Take Care, bye, Cya etc

-.-

Well, anyway..

I slept a lot during yesterday's duty. Charcoal accompanyed me too, (The black cat who stays in the camp lol) since she jumped up the bed & slp beside me. But i was waken up by her Meow-ing, & was kinda pissed off cause i'm still a little tired. So i shooed her outside, which she stay & cried pitifully at the door. LOL.

I also manage to sneak online for a while, & was quickly bored. Blah-ness!

Nothing much about my boring, fucked up life for yesterday & today. Might be meeting Gerald later for movies.. On a weekday somemore. I must be outta my mind since tmr is a working day.. >.<

2009-01-04T00:43:00.003+08:00

I have a good mind of blocking those people who ask me the 1st thing when they talk to me: You Horny?

Hello?! That's very kind of you to be showing concern arh, thanks but no thanks! Whether I'm horny or not is totally non of all of your businesses can?! Stupid little bastards. So what if I'm horny? Does that means you can do something to me? Or i'm gonna do something to you that is? PI LA HOR!

D.I.Y LOL!

2009-01-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

Haha Ashley told me that at the last step of the stairs to the lower deck, is where they installed the sensor at! =D

So next time, we just need to skip the last step to make it seems like there are still lots of ppl on the upper deck, or we can like step on it 98328798723094809 times to maybe make the whole system haywire? Muhahahaha!

-.-

2009-01-03T21:16:00.007+08:00

Yaay my bro fixed the stupid keyboard =D

Anyway i do think i'm a little Sua Ku, I just noticed it yesterday that those double deck buses indicates the no. of seats still avaliable at the upper decks. Uber cool huh?!! I wonder is it because that there are sensors on the seats so they manage to know (Tho it's kinda too OTT & expensive to install that shit dun you think?) , or they employ some creepy/weird person to hide at the corner/back & count the passengers at the upper decks, then type it inside the computer thingy to showcase the no. of seats avaliable to the others at the lower decks.. (I keep turning back to see if that's the case but the seats are all empty)

I sounds crazy =/ But then there's nothing more to do in bus anyway.

& Gerald, you are hungry right?

SEE, my Nya Nya cook Maggie Mee for moi ^.^

DROOL ba you cow =P

2009-01-03T00:43:00.003+08:00

Dear Daniel,

Thanks for trying so hard to cheer me up. =) I really appreciated it. So nice can? Haha I know it's not the end of the world, but it's almost like the end of MY world =p
Haha. Keep up with your drawings & I might cheer up more kays? LOL

PS: If you ever fall a slp again while chatting with me halfway thru MSN, I'm so gonna take a train down Yishun & kick your Vampire ass. ^.^ HAHA

Yours Truly,
Arvel

Meet up with Su & Nad just now at Tamps. Haha quite enjoyable. Before we left to catch the last train, we told Su in a serious voice, not to look back when she is on the way home because ghosts are following behind her. She was so pissed & scared that she refused to wave us goodbyes. Muhahaha! =P

K la, small little bit of enjoyment today & hope it can last me till tmr~ ^.^

Nabeeei, my 'Enter' keyboard drop out -.-''

2009-01-02T14:47:00.002+08:00

My heart hurts so much that everything feels numb. Bad things comes to me so frequently that it starts to seem right now, like i deserve it in a way, like i knew things gonna turn out shitty & learn to accept it. No matter how hard i try, or how much i put in to change the situations, it always turns out the same. BAD.

Same shit, just different days. So true. Maybe it's time to resign to fate? I do feel i'm caring lesser & lesser now, getting ruder to people & becoming more nasty. News like deaths doesn't affect me as much now.. Totally non of my business. Smses are getting shorter & so are the conversations with friends/family/etc. I doesn't feel like talking/entertaining anymore. My heart just become emptier/bitter as days goes by.

Happiness are just temporaries highs in my opinion, all good things DOES comes to an end. I rather stay unhappy forever from now on rather than people giving me the sudden surge of hope, then break me into little pieces afterwards, plurging me into darkness & left me to rot.

2009-01-02T10:08:00.001+08:00

Silly hyper Daniel drew this HAHA -.-

And shortly after he read my blog....

-____-

2009-01-01T12:16:00.004+08:00

Last day of 2008 & i was stuck in camp. I'm fine with that actually since there is no one to celeb with me, & nothing much worth celebrating anyway. Countdown to a New, lonely 2009? Blah no thanks. Text a few people 'Happy New Year' & went to bed. Dreamt of someone, which made me depressed once again.

How i wish i never know you, you made me realise that how actually I can be so unimportant in someone's life. To you, I'm just a whore who wanted sex, someone who takes up all your time with your friends & family, I'm some type of human accesories to hang around when you are out with your friends, someone who is not even worth to be with even for a day alone together. I never realise how terrible or unworthy I am as a human before i got to know you.

I do feel like shit. Seriously. You don't even care, you don't feel anything. Cause I'm totally unimportant & i'm probably stupid if i think otherwise. Haha *shrugs*. Whatever.

How i wish i can forget you quickly. How i wish i can lost this part of the memories. How i wish i can convince myself that I'm actually worth something to someone.

I have a good mind of disappearing from everyone you know, breaking off all contacts so that i can really move on. Maybe I'll do it... Yes, I'm so going to do it. Maybe I'm going to close this blog, or set it to private. Since my life is a mess, no point of sharing it with everyone. I dunno. I don't feel like waking up forever.

2008-12-30T19:08:00.003+08:00

听悲歌时，还是会伤心。我已经很努力不去想了，为什么在办公室听到那一首歌时，
眼泪却忽然掉下呢。。。

立刻转到另一方，还假装找东西。。哈哈

好讨厌我自己。。。

笨!

2008-12-29T18:55:00.002+08:00

4 duties next month. Blardy hell. One falls on a weekend too. TSK! But thank god I'm spare frm CNY duties. ^.^

Can't wait to see 石欣卉's new MV. Her hardcore fans, please kindly upload it k? Thank ya~

2008-12-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

Ade asked me to pose so she can take pics like this with the new hp -.-

Heya!

2008-12-28T12:33:00.001+08:00